Whelp, it looks like Ill be on my own in a matter of a couple months. Totally not ready for this, but I gotta do what I gotta do. Im getting $60 a week from plasma donation and I currently have a sign spinning job that gives me $8 an hour. My best bet is to work at the nearby mcdonalds and live in a shit studio apartment for a while.. I really hope I can make it. But if not, I know mom and dad will let me back in for a little while if I accept jesus and go to marijuana rehab. But holy shit thats a last resort..
Youd think that thats what I would be upset about… But before all this shit went down I considered myself a magikarp waiting to evolve into a glorious gyarados. I have a few problems that I want to overcome that will level me up enough to evolve. The main one is my fear of affection.
My surrogate sister here said she would help me with this problem. Said she would cut my hair, teach me how to dress, get me some girls.. But now that her boyfriend left her, shes planning on moving back with her ex in another town. I feel like shes forgotten about what she said or didnt care in the first place and I let her cut my hair for nothing… And now when I try showing affection (training, as I call it) she thinks Im hitting on her and its gross. -.-
I feel like Im being forced to be suddenly and fully independant for everything. Im not sure I can handle it right now. I cant start fighting until Im a gyarados..